Thursday, July 27, 2006

The FOOL, I am

Foolish. That's what I would be called.

"I started a joke, which started the whole world crying."
The joke - my choices in life.

"I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing."
And when my choices are made and I'm proven wrong, the world starts laughing.
The fool I am.


I am but one of the others.
Now doesn't this sound familiar?
Haven't I come to this before?
Yes I have. Obviously someone hasn't learnt her lesson.
Too naive. And yet not learning.
Indeed, I haven't changed.

I am a fool.
Thinkin someone would make a choice I would have easily chosen.
But no, how stupid can I get?!
No one out there thinks for others.
To each his own - that famous phrase.

No one, not YOU YOU AND YOU, would make the sacrifices that I would.
Coz the only most important in this world is yourself.
Not the people around you.

I think about others all the time.
I accommodate. My greatest strength is agreeableness.
Not you you and you.
Open your eyes and smell the coffee.
Don't be oblivious to your surroundings.

I am but one of the others.
But more used than the others.
Only coz I allow myself to be made used of.
You are my companion only coz you have no others to choose from.

Not meant to be.
You tire from my company.
You tire from giving.
You have no capacity to love. For loving is giving.
Giving relentlessly.
And that you cannot do.

You are more the businessman than I am.
For you want something before you will do something.
Your opponent has to budge before you do.

You feel bad.
No you don't.
It's a temporary feeling.
For you could have done something about it.
But you chose not to.
Your choice, not mine.
Actions show. Show how much I mean to you.
I am but a pawn in your game.

Posted by PhyQuirks. at 10:20 pm 1 comments