Friday, May 11, 2007

It's been a while since I last wrote in here. The reasons are quite simple: I'm hardly home. When I'm at work & get to use the computer, blogger won't log on.

It's been a very hectic couple of weeks. So busy I can hardly breathe. Not to mention my consistent nose bleed and constant battle with the flu bug & throaties have begun to irritate me to no end.

I seem to be finally running out of steam. That constant partying and working as though I have expendable amounts of energy, have finally worn me down (Or have they?). We'll see come next week.

I remember once in sec sch when I suddenly decided that I've had enough of being in charge and making the decisions. One day I just blew up and wasn't the nice ole phy everyone knew. I walked away, washed my hands off certain things. No one really understood why I did that. *shrugs* Not like it matters much now.

I'm tired of leading people around. I want to be led around. For once, why can't someone else make the decisions and I'll just follow? I am tired. I know this feeling. It's an old feeling. Perhaps it's time to recuperate =)

Looking forward to next week. =)

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