Friday, September 22, 2006

In Anticipation for nothing . . .

Perhaps I've been mentally preparing myself sooo much for the pain that when there wasn't any, I was slightly disappointed.
Not that I wanted to feel the pain. It's the "I'm prepared not to do ... and not do ..." and then you realise you don't have to not do anything.

It turned out to be painless. Was deciding whether or not to douse myself with painkillers before the anaethesia wore off. I didn't touch those painkillers at all.
Not kidding. I think even a friend who wanted to make fun of me suddenly didn't feel like saying much at all.

To put it simply, the painless event turned out to be somewhat like a "party pooper"!

And so I'm stuck with a back-to-back shift, which was arranged in preparation for the pain.

The only good thing about all this is that I get to get my braces tomorrow!
In anticipation of the pain & losing somemore weight.
Perhaps I am psycho. =)

Perhaps no amount of pain can touch me anymore.

I'm jaded. Told yet another friend that.
She said I wasn't doing too badly.
I think I am. I'm numb. To everyone, including you you and you.
Numb in the senses and the heart.
Numb coz of all the pain I've felt in the past year.

Posted by PhyQuirks. at 1:17 pm 1 comments